I need help, b. I'm tired of getting way too angry at the simplest things. Anger management wouldn't be thing. I have so much trouble controlling myself. I wish I was better than I am now. Pic just happened a few minutes ago >Imb4 autism
Finally someone who sees this. Not to mention that when I smoke marijuana now, it gives me horrible panic attacks. It never used to do that. It's really weird. I got out of this addiction center in Lansing and after that I just couldn't seem to smoke and not have panic attacks and crippling anxiety. Oh well, it's no loss to me. Now if I could just put down the bottle like I put down all the other stuff.
No the character development is just wonderful the lore is awesome the way the characters move is depending on how their personalities are
The game is good the only thing that sucks ass is the wave of 12 year olds that came with it
They don't know who to pick and dont know how to play its like kindergarden
I used to be like you.
I used to go through several console controllers a year, I used to punch TV's and monitors so they'd have to be replaced often, I'd smash mobile phones if it was in my hand and I was pissed off...
I wish I knew how I solved it.
I think one day I realised just how expensive my anger is and decided to stop it... and since then I've managed to find my calm before I chimp out and smash shit.
I think you just need to realise how much money it costs you being angry and smashing shit up.
Think of all the positive shit you could do with that money instead of replacing broken shit.
If this is real OP, then it is simple. I am much worse than you by vast amounts, but I realized that the more I rage and break shit, then the more my money that is saved up is going to decrease, due to having to replace the stuff that I broke in a fit of rage.
Then take all of your rage that you constantly feel and channel it into pure motivation with whatever you are doing. It sounds nuts, but man did it work for me unreal.
Also, fighting people or punching shit is not worth it, because even though you beat the shit out of them or smash shit your hands are going to hurt badly for a while.
tl;dr: Take your rage and turn it into motivation. Also, find something that makes you feel at peace. It is easier said than done, but if I can do it, then so can you.